THE WORD IS
Today is clear
and I have climbed a steep highway
to peak country, where mountains ring
with mad music the Old Ones chant -
music I have heard of but not heard before.
I rhyme along sky-edge, follow goat trails,
scan fossils in rocks older than man. A word,
a word I must have evades me. Below me now,
cars, toys, skim the pencil line of highway
beside a green-blue cord of river. Among trees
and rocks I am unseen.
By a mountain creek I see hoofprints -
webbed, cloven hieroglyphs identifying
creatures of passage. No tracks show
where I came from. Baring my feet
I stamp a five-toed signature in the soft mud -
Continuing my search,
I descend, descend into a valley.
Now sky loses itself in green - mosses, evergreens.
Shadows of wild things flick across my vision while
I search, search for the word. On tongue-tip now,
it remains silent.
From a black sky, wind hurls raindrops at me.
After this baptism, I trail elk paths
deep into a ravine. Sitting under a dying poplar
I pick lavender snow petals from wood violets,
encircling the tree bole -
the word reveals itself.
Shouting it over and over, I race down the mountain side,
love knocking hard at my heart, toward home.
There a small bird lies on the patio
beneath a picture window. Soft, dead fathers
shimmer green and gold. I lift it gently -
its head circles uselessly
and the word screams into a question
Why? Why?